Time For Me To Speak

Observing first before saying anything is the best strategy I learned during the first two months of 2013. I am in a very bizarre environment that I sometimes think I can no longer continue being the person who has a say to things I believe I have knowledge about, now I am someone who has to just wait the tension pass, acting as if I am not interested. Around me are the king and queens.

If someone has this idea about something, aside from sharing it with the social group, is there really a need to convince someone to make their ideas at equal grounds? Oh come on, we all have our own minds to speak and to decide what’s best for us.

I noticed that people around me talk shits. Talking ill about someone’s life is their business. I believe that speaking someone’s mind is good yet speaking to make others’ image wicked is said to be a different story to be mentioned. I am actually tired listening to someone’s livid of the things he does not want or the problems he thinks should be solved first about the education system. It is normal to notice the so called “bulok na sistema,” but as individual and responsible citizen, one should do something to help and make the system melt.

Our job is to educate the youth, mould their minds to be ready for their future. I am disgusted to the fact that I have co-educators who are not doing their job religiously. One is always absent that students have no knowledge about the subject. Others are around yet they are so busy with other business they just ask the students to rewrite the book in their notebooks. One wants to stop these people yet what this person is doing is to just rant because it’s difficult to make them change since it has become a system already.

Why oh why? Is this really new to me? No, I have sources that these really are happening.

For me, I do not know if I am doing the right thing. I’m performing the tasks I know each of us should do. I do not want to fill my mind with nonsense stuffs; these are wastes not to be absorbed.

I love my job, I cherish my students, I want to see them develop their abilities and talents, I want them to fulfil their dreams, and I want to help them achieve their dreams. I won’t mind the system; I’ll do what I do best: TEACHING.